It’s been on my heart lately. People have been making depression, sickness, lack of hope, etc. look “cool.” If you’re not on meds, if you’re not hurting yourself, if something’s not wrong with you, you’re weird. You’re innocent. No one will like you. You’re not cool. Well, I’m hurting right now, and it’s not cool. Guess what. It hurts.
What kind of a suicidal society wants their children to be in pain to be accepted?
Even as a Christian, life can be hard, you know? Sometimes I feel hopeless and just completely ready to go. I should probably be happy that I’m alive and I have life a lot better than a lot of others, but I’m not. I’m selfish and imperfect (sorry to let you all down! 😛 ).
It was on the news the other day. Another school shooting. Why can’t the news show something hopeful for once? I’m sick of all the crap. I’m sick of all the darkness. I’m tired of feeling like I have nothing to look forward to in life. When I graduate, what’s the world going to be like? Two short years, but so much can happen in that time.
Is the majority of the world’s population as sick as the ones who make the news?
The utter putrid sickness of this world is so overwhelming and I can’t handle the thought that this is what I’m growing up in.
I need to see something good. I need to know there’s something for me to look forward to. What were all those survivors of World War I and II holding on to? How did they do it?
Frodo and Sam – Sam said they were holding on because there was still some good in this world. Where is it?
If you see it, show me. Please. I need it so much.
The world needs it.
Do you have answers to all these questions? Seriously, we can use some cheering up right now.
God bless each and every one of you beautiful people out there. ❤
A very confused Rana